jeyosa

A mountain or is it a rice field….

mountains sprung up for us to strive

rice fields gaze for us to harvest….

both places gives a better view….

a wonder of nature that many sees

with a heart that feels these places….

Yet we sometimes wonder….

why certain things numbers its beauty….

if we all know that it remains….

and it leaves a mark that makes things….

and uplifts the life memorable as it seems,

that one sometimes misunderstood….

and others would tell that its ok….

No one has ever climbed the real mountain,

nor gazed the real harvest fields….

except those who search and stop-

to the point that they saw what,

and where is it theyve searching for….

for the happiest people had known this,

and found what theyre looking for….

It is the self same people….

who found themselves caught,

amazed, wondered,….

why they never left the place….

it is because in the highest peak,

in the widest horizon of the golden fields….

they found what will make them happy….

and in the winter a new hope rises….

even if sometimes we feel cold….

…. it is indeed warm and suitable

when we remember…. in our hearts,

in our minds there remain….

the wonders we always need to see….

And in spring, the land sheds its tears….

and covers the land full of life….

anyone would see the beauty….

that a better tomorrow would take….

then another day will surpass the highest

peak and a glowing fields…. and many,

i say many would look at it as if it just-

gave itself a new meaning….

This meaning was even mean’t for the truest of hearts….

that one really had found the place….

and the wonders that a man really found content….

and fell inlove….

It was been told and was been made known….

that these mountains would always mean the walls….

walls that meant to protect the fields….

and the fields to give the purest of colors….

the mountain will always remain the strongest….

hardest to marvel, purest of success….

for as the green fields and the golden horizon….

would always be the beauty and comfort,….

so as to say hope that surpasses time and space….

as i have also wondered why i was been captivated….

by the moments that speaks fluently….

and a simple lit that spoke of these language….

…. In this valley i found myself holding on a simple

but precious flower that can only be found in my heart….

That this fields will mean the love that i will cherish….

forever….

as for you my love…. may you be this fields….

and i, the mountains that will always stay by you….

forever on your side….

Lord Jesus, I need a miracle…. It was this difficult times i had so much in my life…. Thought about things that i really needed help…. I wanted to bare all the things and make others at ease…. For so many years i was a victim of lies done by myself and never faced the fact so manly enough to carry the weight of the consequences…. I gave up or maybe forgot who I really am…. Reality sometimes swallowed the truth that would’ve setting me free for all these trials…. I thought I am always right in my own decisions…. Nevertheless, maybe i was a victim of my own curse…. Wanted to start over again Lord…. You are the only one who has the Key to a second chance in my life with my wife Jesa…. She doesnt know how i feel to have a miracle in life but one thing i always known is that she was always there to bare with me the problems that we both face…. Hard times comes along a path that we both always prayed even in a simple whisper…. In times that we face responsibilities for her parents and mine, comes the purpose that we have to face forward…. And a faith we both always have in our hearts…. The love we both shared that came from you as well, as strong as an enduring two-edged sword…. I wanted to rely on these that strengthens me and strengthens us both…. And in time we need to be refreshed by your comfort and loving arms…. This is my prayer Lord forever…. that in times that we are down, in times that we are unhappy, in times that we feel we’re weak and in times we feel that we’re still ok but we weren’t…. I always hope you would be there to help us to be strong and firm…. to comfort us to be happy in our life…. and to give us direction towards our purpose as a husband and wife…. In your hands Lord Jesus i give it all about us both for You are our only hope in everything as we face our future…. And from here i hope for a great miracle…. A miracle that would always see You as our Lord and Saviour…. A miracle for us both to have a meaningful life…. and a God fearing family…. It is…. In You my Lord Jesus, we give it all….

                                                                jayo & jesa

Into The World of The X-Files…..

A Series of Passion and Phenomenon…..

Event and Conspiracy…..

Rational and the Unknown…..

Just one of the products of our known society nowadays making it a Big Hit…..

The good part is….. its "Superb and Spectacular" !

Work, is it? It didn’t matter what the outcome would be. All was set even if time would fall short to what is next. If I would have the towers of mind and live with the future foreseen, I might not be myself and would make things worst. Undeniably, I might break the rules of destiny and the "will to push through" would be like as void as nothingness.. And in the long run my life would end up empty as a shadow in a black hole. Im here what seems to be a change but making a higher and brighter form of reality that leads to the expected. Dreams that would certainly cross reality, in a point that i could say a job well done in this world of time and space…..

this new year…. is another chapter…. another challenge we all must take…. it depends on how one could approach it…. and the result would be the means on how someone dealt and made his or her resolution into reality…….. the questions we all ask in whisper…. how, when, or why were some that would all lead us to answers which is based on what we do…. a matter of faith, trust and hope would be better elements to what we call happy life…. its seems what we have is not enough…. we tend to move on but the danger lies on what we think…. so many things we need to accomplish and what we only need to do is wait and to live day by day…. as for me…. i just believe in a house built to withstand every storm…. that in every pressures and of natural disasters it stays…. and as the sun shines and as it sets, you can easily call it a home…. far more love stays within…. an accomplishment no one not even the rich would say no to…. having a good home, a lovely wife, and a happy family is the only best treasure i have in my life…. add up the undying friends that will never let you down…. this year i put my trust and hopes in God…. and thankful for having and being with my beloved wife…. the love i always cherish…. the gift i always kept safe in my heart…. right now all i wanted is not to fall short of thanking God on things that had happened and to the things to come…. for i owe it all to Him…. who never failed in me, as a Father to a child….

christmas approaches…. nothing i ask but to be with…. and it is…. for it is the reason why i need not to be alone…. the only one i always longed for…. prayed for day and night…. and ask the Lord on my behalf…. the protection and care for her everyday…. as far as it seems…. yet near in my heart and in my arms….

Inspite of things misunderstood, we stand……………  Infront of a career, a situation, and a reason we tend to spit out things we dont like.  Trash the meaning of discrepancy and evolve what needs to make a better life. Some place between time and space i discovered that i’m just a spec in a million eyes staring and waiting for me to have a mistake. Thats why millions just care what they have for themselves not for the benefit of a stranger.

Strange isnt it? Out of a thousand ecological chains and that someone needs others, come to think of it, we still tend to think that we can do all things for ourselves,….alone in this vague world to reach the culprit of existence and success, but we fail. Because we only think of ourselves.

A chain reaction of things…. that we dont learn how to give up the most precious…. keeping unto our own ideals and mess the grattitude of fresh ones…. funny it seems but it is reality…. inspite of our own, we pretend we live a good life but it turns the other way around. I found out what was missing, the self that needs assurance, indeed as it is….

Living in a 24/7 world is not what it seems to be for good, but for us to realize…. that in every turn of this wide world, in every wake-up call we hear, in every depression we face…. we just need to have what is right….

I failed many times…. maybe, just thought of myself and maybe,…. doesnt know how to surrender….

I just hope my world change….

…. with God’s help

It was a day no one would ever understand, many would have wanted, and many had dreamed of….as for a tall man dealing with his fears……found his way…..and lived a happy ending.

Believe is a word better than extraordinary. I would have much of it if I had lived a better life. So as to say, it’s so hard to have if you don’t have. Sarcastic but noticeably frank. In every era of our lives, in every way we dealt and managed, there is only one thing we always missed…….the importance of someone in our lives…..

I’m a bit anxious to tell the whole story of my life to everyone who could understand who am I…… but this someone of mine is always have been the biggest love I have ever had…..and she is the only one who understood….and our love is meant forever….

Frustratingly that she’s too far from me. But close enough to love wholeheartedly. She loved me as I am, gave when I was down, and believed when nothing is. I always stood as a place where she could go find herself and put up herself again. Never wanted anything more, but to take her in a place that she would never regret. In a place where she could find it always amusing, beautiful and comfortable. Like a secret garden no one could ever venture in but only for the eyes of that special someone. Anonymously, I myself ventured this garden, but never have lived another day without her in that place…….

I dreamt of things I never used to have…..looked at things not the way they used to be…..and have done the best that I could, just for the sake of my love. Used to approach things as metaphor once for am as like numb as frozen hand. But when she came, the metaphor that once stood between me and reality became water that flowed with life. I was changed and became a better man because of who she is. Reached the things I haven’t reached. Accomplishments I would not have attained without her. Everything, I owe it to her….the sweet, tender smile I know that was not my own. The smile I always wanted to see every moment of my life. Yes, I have been a better man ever since. But not as perfect as it is, that many aspires to have. As to the elements in this world, I am one of those many that only have the simplest of life that one could offer, but striving for the best that in time I could make her happy and make her the luckiest woman alive.

Time flows in a continuous path in the cycle of life, in God’s greatness, we find refuge. No one even I could ever know time more than He does. Certain things, indefinite things, and irregular ones, happen and are not even expected. Once we lived and love we get… No matter how much we take and how much we get, what matters is the question “what I really need?” That day I asked myself and what I really need is her….and that was the day I laughed and she laughed, I cried and she cried, and it was a day I never wanted to end………………

And that was the day………..The day I was born to live with…….. The day I always have in my heart forever………