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It was a day no one would ever understand, many would have wanted, and many had dreamed of….as for a tall man dealing with his fears……found his way…..and lived a happy ending.

Believe is a word better than extraordinary. I would have much of it if I had lived a better life. So as to say, it’s so hard to have if you don’t have. Sarcastic but noticeably frank. In every era of our lives, in every way we dealt and managed, there is only one thing we always missed…….the importance of someone in our lives…..

I’m a bit anxious to tell the whole story of my life to everyone who could understand who am I…… but this someone of mine is always have been the biggest love I have ever had…..and she is the only one who understood….and our love is meant forever….

Frustratingly that she’s too far from me. But close enough to love wholeheartedly. She loved me as I am, gave when I was down, and believed when nothing is. I always stood as a place where she could go find herself and put up herself again. Never wanted anything more, but to take her in a place that she would never regret. In a place where she could find it always amusing, beautiful and comfortable. Like a secret garden no one could ever venture in but only for the eyes of that special someone. Anonymously, I myself ventured this garden, but never have lived another day without her in that place…….

I dreamt of things I never used to have…..looked at things not the way they used to be…..and have done the best that I could, just for the sake of my love. Used to approach things as metaphor once for am as like numb as frozen hand. But when she came, the metaphor that once stood between me and reality became water that flowed with life. I was changed and became a better man because of who she is. Reached the things I haven’t reached. Accomplishments I would not have attained without her. Everything, I owe it to her….the sweet, tender smile I know that was not my own. The smile I always wanted to see every moment of my life. Yes, I have been a better man ever since. But not as perfect as it is, that many aspires to have. As to the elements in this world, I am one of those many that only have the simplest of life that one could offer, but striving for the best that in time I could make her happy and make her the luckiest woman alive.

Time flows in a continuous path in the cycle of life, in God’s greatness, we find refuge. No one even I could ever know time more than He does. Certain things, indefinite things, and irregular ones, happen and are not even expected. Once we lived and love we get… No matter how much we take and how much we get, what matters is the question “what I really need?” That day I asked myself and what I really need is her….and that was the day I laughed and she laughed, I cried and she cried, and it was a day I never wanted to end………………

And that was the day………..The day I was born to live with…….. The day I always have in my heart forever………

Do not run through life

as fast that you forget

not only where you have been,

but also where you are going.

Life is not a race,

but a journey to be savoured

each step of the way.

(pravsworld)

"this day i waited…… i lived…… i gave…… i smiled….. i walked…..i embraced….. i breathe…… i spoke….. i kissed…… for all the things….. its just for one day……. multiplied by the days had passed………….. it is alotta!" if you wanna believe start counting!……. then its about time you could say to yourself you are really loved…….. for all things you really cant imagine why……..if you understood what i mean…… then you appreciate everything……..

                                                                     from the words of a grateful man……… dedicated to his beloved wife………

                                                                     thankful in Him who lives forever………

timeless as it is……… if a bird would speak of a cage of loneliness then it would be in despair…….. if a cloud sails to the west then the feeling is blue……. when a ship sails in a mysterious sea then it is deep……. when a tree that gazes up high with a good view sets its sight through the horizon……. a sunset that waves farewell……. in time people would’ve understand why things built and sometimes passes away made by its timeless reasons……. precious moments of life………. as a mountain would tell how old an era would be…….. then love would mean the classic of everything……… for in time it is always remembered and cherished…….. in time it is always embraced……. surpassing reasons why…….

Sometimes we all just pretend we’re nobody, sometimes we forget who we are, there are times we always do believe on something we kept on searching for…….. And seldom have we appreciated things with gratitude.  I just envy the people who have nothing but are happy in life. Thus, all of us has a road to take, which nobody knows how far it will take and how long we wait to get there…… sometimes I don’t know who am I anymore……….. But along the way, I gather up the pieces back to the purpose that once I had………. Finding the one true rose I’ve waited in my entire life…… I was in tears back then for so much>> sometimes I can’t say it anymore……. But now I’m found……. By someone I forever will cherish for the rest of my life……… and she understands…….. I love her so much……… most specially God understands the most for He is behind everything I have in my entire life…… the whole reason that I live………………………………………….

                                                                       ………………….. For my beloved wife, my mommy, my sweetie, my smile, the love God gave me to take care of…….. Forever……and I know she will only be the one……………………………. I thank God for everything…………