EVERYDAY
It was a day no one would ever understand, many would have wanted, and many had dreamed of….as for a tall man dealing with his fears……found his way…..and lived a happy ending.
Believe is a word better than extraordinary. I would have much of it if I had lived a better life. So as to say, it’s so hard to have if you don’t have. Sarcastic but noticeably frank. In every era of our lives, in every way we dealt and managed, there is only one thing we always missed…….the importance of someone in our lives…..
I’m a bit anxious to tell the whole story of my life to everyone who could understand who am I…… but this someone of mine is always have been the biggest love I have ever had…..and she is the only one who understood….and our love is meant forever….
Frustratingly that she’s too far from me. But close enough to love wholeheartedly. She loved me as I am, gave when I was down, and believed when nothing is. I always stood as a place where she could go find herself and put up herself again. Never wanted anything more, but to take her in a place that she would never regret. In a place where she could find it always amusing, beautiful and comfortable. Like a secret garden no one could ever venture in but only for the eyes of that special someone. Anonymously, I myself ventured this garden, but never have lived another day without her in that place…….
I dreamt of things I never used to have…..looked at things not the way they used to be…..and have done the best that I could, just for the sake of my love. Used to approach things as metaphor once for am as like numb as frozen hand. But when she came, the metaphor that once stood between me and reality became water that flowed with life. I was changed and became a better man because of who she is. Reached the things I haven’t reached. Accomplishments I would not have attained without her. Everything, I owe it to her….the sweet, tender smile I know that was not my own. The smile I always wanted to see every moment of my life. Yes, I have been a better man ever since. But not as perfect as it is, that many aspires to have. As to the elements in this world, I am one of those many that only have the simplest of life that one could offer, but striving for the best that in time I could make her happy and make her the luckiest woman alive.
Time flows in a continuous path in the cycle of life, in God’s greatness, we find refuge. No one even I could ever know time more than He does. Certain things, indefinite things, and irregular ones, happen and are not even expected. Once we lived and love we get… No matter how much we take and how much we get, what matters is the question “what I really need?” That day I asked myself and what I really need is her….and that was the day I laughed and she laughed, I cried and she cried, and it was a day I never wanted to end………………
And that was the day………..The day I was born to live with…….. The day I always have in my heart forever………
