christmas approaches…. nothing i ask but to be with…. and it is…. for it is the reason why i need not to be alone…. the only one i always longed for…. prayed for day and night…. and ask the Lord on my behalf…. the protection and care for her everyday…. as far as it seems…. yet near in my heart and in my arms….
Inspite of things misunderstood, we stand…………… Infront of a career, a situation, and a reason we tend to spit out things we dont like. Trash the meaning of discrepancy and evolve what needs to make a better life. Some place between time and space i discovered that i’m just a spec in a million eyes staring and waiting for me to have a mistake. Thats why millions just care what they have for themselves not for the benefit of a stranger.
Strange isnt it? Out of a thousand ecological chains and that someone needs others, come to think of it, we still tend to think that we can do all things for ourselves,….alone in this vague world to reach the culprit of existence and success, but we fail. Because we only think of ourselves.
A chain reaction of things…. that we dont learn how to give up the most precious…. keeping unto our own ideals and mess the grattitude of fresh ones…. funny it seems but it is reality…. inspite of our own, we pretend we live a good life but it turns the other way around. I found out what was missing, the self that needs assurance, indeed as it is….
Living in a 24/7 world is not what it seems to be for good, but for us to realize…. that in every turn of this wide world, in every wake-up call we hear, in every depression we face…. we just need to have what is right….
I failed many times…. maybe, just thought of myself and maybe,…. doesnt know how to surrender….
I just hope my world change….
…. with God’s help
